July was before you did the suicide thing (again) to gain my sympathy. So there's no way we are ever going to date again. And since that's never going to change, maybe you should considerother options besides ASU, since you were going to come here for me (am I not correct?). So please move on, don't hold hope for "us" because there will be no "us". We're just not right for each other. You're very needy and lovey-dovey, and that just annoys me (ask the guy I went on a few dates with - he'll tell you the same). So yeah, call me a bitch, cuz that's what I am!

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aww whats this? You STILL don't believe me and are slapping the fact I'm suicidal in my face? Aren't you just a big big big girl. Did I ever not believe you and your problems? If I was on your level I'd say "hahahaha you have anxiety". You want a record of the times I've been to my psychiatrist? I'll gladly send you one if so.

Go to ASU for YOU? yeah you wish I revolved around you. 1 of two things will happen when I live in San Angelo. We'll become better friends or you'll despise me for living near you and I'll be happy thus. So no, sorry to break your heart, but I'm not going there for you.

I gave up on "us" when the Anna I fell in absolute love with died to whatever the fuck you are now. I like to believe the old Anna exists with me, and somewhere within you, monster. Don't blame me for what Fallout 3 and summer classes did to you.

NEEDY AND LOVEY-DOVEY!?!? THE IRONY BEHIND THIS OMG IT'S SO OBVIOUS. Heeelllllooooo you have a ton of needs!You can't be away from your parents for to long or you break down, which I'm sorry for believe me I know it must suck. You take more pills than someone in a retirement home,need i go on? Lovey-dovey? That makes me, well, happy. Funny how it annoys you because I remember you being EXTREMELY love-dovey throughout our relationship. Remember last November? You kept holding my arm and kissing me? Yeah...way to contradict yourself. Oh wait thats right, you aren't that sweet Anna who will always be my heart, you're some lifeless person who I really hate right now.

Call you a bitch huh? Doing that would mean I'm calling the one thats sweet a bitch too, which I won't do.
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Don't bring my mom into this. It's between you and me, and if you do bring my mom into this, she'll tell you the same thing. And you keep saying "we we we" THERE IS NO WE! And you talk about anger? You have NO IDEA how angry I was when you pulled that pity-me shit again when telling me that you were going to kill yourself and it wasn't my fault. Don't tell me that kind of shit. And I don't want to talk to you. Obviously talking to you is bad for both of us. Leave me alone and maybe, just maybe, I'll feel as though I can talk to you again and you'll actually understand my side of the story. And don't call me.


Let me tell you why your mom should be in this...YOU WON'T LISTEN TO ONE WORD ANYONE ELSE TELLS YOU. Yeah, it SHOULD be between you and me but you're to much of a child to confront me about it.

What the hell are you talking about with the "we we we"? You make no sense

Anger? Yeah you PMS even when it isn't your time...GO GET ANGER MANAGEMENT

Pity shit? Tell ya what...go cry see if I care. Thats what it feels like when you say it...lifeless monster.

Don't want to talk to me? Ok you're proving my point of you need to grow up and talk to me about it.

Understand your side of the story? Your side of the story is bias because of the anger you wont take care of.


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